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Durlabh Singh

I am an artist, poet, photographer living in London, England. I am trying to revitalize contemprary art scene with new expressions derived from my cultural roots, both from Asia and Europe.
New piece submitted 13 December 2004...


The night has been oppressive and Sharat has been dreaming- feverish dreams.
He has been dreaming of alchemical ingredients. Mercury has been taking horrendous shapes and these shapes have been attacking him fiercely but whenever he took courage and tried to grab these shapes as a matter of defiance, they just melted into his hands & then took even fiercer shapes.
Mercury became a shining naked sword which plunged through the air , aiming
straight at his heart. He woke up in a scream, the perspiration bathing his
whole body in hot sweat.
Pale morning light was peeping through the chinks of his door & trying to
dispel the darkness within the room. He wanted to find some relief from his ordeals of night and decided to get up.
He went out. Against the soft blue skies , tufts of cotton wool  clouds were chasing each other in a playful mood. Skylarks were doing an energetic morning dance with zigzagging movements. A cool breeze touched his feverish face & Sharat let out a sigh.
Since long his ambition has been to become an alchemist. This weird ambition could not be traced back to the reveries of his childhood as no one in his family was ever familiar with the notion of alchemy.
He went from village trying to find a teacher. It was not easy an easy matter as the science of alchemy was vouched in a secret language of Sandhya Bhasya or the twilight language. A teacher will not disclose his knowledge until he tested the pupil to the limits of his suitability, through hard & degrading trials. He spent considerable amount of time, travel and money to search for such a teacher.
In the end, with someone’s help he found such a teacher and for number of years carried out laborious learning exercises as the first steps in the acquiring the secret knowledge of the coded language.
Suddenly a wave of despair came over him and the universe dissolved into a fog. A coldness entered his soul and slowly crept into all the corners of his brain. A suffocating breath began to choke him turning him into a sort of a standing stone amidst an indifferent landscape. Slowly this rock began to enlarge till it filled the whole universe. A huge rock- uniform, dark without an edge and he realized that there was no escape. The whole universe became a massive stone which aimed to crush his mind and body.
He felt dizzy and fell to the ground but  slowly picked himself up and took the road to the river which flowed outside the boundaries of his village. He was unconscious of his surroundings. He paid no attention to the cows grazing in the fields or to the chattering monkeys jumping  overhead in the canopies of trees.
Eventually he reached the river and stood on its banks. The muddy river invited him to come in. Vapours of moisture arose, hit his face, hit the rock within his brain. He just wanted to remove that crushing burden. He will end his existence and may be the existence of the damned rock within his brain. He stepped into the river.
The water came over his feet, to his knees,to his neck.His eyes could see the murky darkness within the river. Water forced its way into his nostrils and bubbles of his breath escaped drawing out his life force. The water entered his brain crushing the rock into dark coolness. It was soothing, a nice oblivion to die.
Through misty eyes he saw that he was lying on the bank of the river with
wet sand plastered all over his face. A strong hand was pressing his back and then there were few loud thumps and he vomited a lot of water. ‘Spit it out you foolish man’ – a strong female voice instructed him. He tried to turn up but the  hand
was too strong for him and he surrendered to its force. He vomited again. The sun was strong and he felt empty. He turned on his back and looked up. A tall woman in green sari was bending over him and cursing him for his foolish ways of trying to kill himself. He felt like a stupid infant being instructed by teacher in classroom. He was just a coward to end his life in such a way.
The woman picked him up and put him over her shoulders, with his head dangling over her back. All the time he was coughing and spitting water and phlegm. After about ten minutes walk , she entered a small cottage and then a room which was in total darkness. He was dumped on a cot. Exhausted he fell asleep.

It was evening when he awoke. The last rays of the sun were trying to paint the room with orange red colours. The sky was ablaze with the rage of the dying day.
Through the corner of his eyes he saw the woman cooking something. A copper vessel was gargling above the fire and she was dropping some herbs into it. A pleasant smell arose. His encroaching loneliness was pushed back momentary by the presence of another human being . He began to shiver in his wet clothes.
The woman noticed his shivering and began to take off his wet clothes. He protested but to no avail. She wiped his body with a piece of rough cloth and then vigorously messaged his feet , his palm and then his whole body. A little warmth began to run through his body. She covered him with a blanket.
Warm herbal broth was brought to him with few pieces of bread which he ate
and enjoyed. All that kindness was new to him and so overwhelming and he began to cry. He extended his arm to touch the woman and pulled her gently towards him. The woman lay beside him and enclosed him within her warm strong arms. He felt a hunger for even a closer contact and began to kiss her hands, her face and then his legs entwined her. He felt at peace and surrendered himself to sleep and warmth.
Another morning arrived. He looked around and there was no sign of the woman. He conjectured she must have gone to work. He had noticed her tools of trade. She was a stone breaker doing a hard dusty job. Suddenly he wanted to escape as he felt disgusted with himself. He has slept with a woman below his caste.
But that was ridiculous, she was the only person that has shown any kind of concern for him, perhaps closer to love .She had saved a total stranger from jaws of death. Anyway who was he to judge people like that? He was a man who could not even manage his own life.

Suddenly he felt that he did not belonged to any caste or creed anymore. He
was just an outsider. A wretched  man without a name , without a caste ;
rejected by the world, and even by death. He felt that has lost an infinite
world. He will go out and loose himself into the vastness of India , Unnamed
and unknown.

Copyright © 2004 Durlabh  Singh.

What Durlabh feels about his Art...My art touches upon deeper sources within and without and visitor should view it with open mind
as to find some inner reward. Art is a mirror in which the viewer will find his/her soul reflected. Art is a vital part of human spirit and an authentic mode of being. It should be a mirror of reality of our times and should represent both
metaphysical and biological aspect of our existence.

THE DRUMMER. oil on canvas 45x60cms


Terror tempest toe tripped screams
Shrieks and moans along the corridors
Death dark dribbled like the denizen
Of the hell harks to its crazy scrolls.

Prajna Sophia where is your hiding space
Happily you stay in your fortified paradise
While here we groan despair damp smeared
Rattle our bones breathlessly skeleton speared.

Here are no hearts to meet
Here are no hands to greet
But all the abandoned seas
Along gloomy shores of eternity.